Thursday.

Assembly today. Chemistry 1st two periods. She got pissed cos we didnt do the trial paper so she started askin us for the answer 1 by 1. Sejarah, BM... same ol same ol... Actually everythg today was pretty much the usual. Just a very stressed out day for me. Today it hit me. We have... 13 more days. Thats it. 13 days to SPM, damn it.. That sucks ass.. SO...... Im not goin to school 2mrw. Stayin home to study...


I had a nap this afternoon. I dreamt about "you". I dreamt that.. We had to go our seperate ways. It was awful. Because at this point in my life, i can say that the world, MY world is a better place with you in it.

>>> I may not call you every night, but when i do, i hate hanging up. I love to hear the sound of your voice..
>>> I may not say it quite as much as i should, but when i say i love you, darlin, that means for good.
>>> I may not do everything right, but everythg i do, i do it for you.
>>> If you asked me to sing you a song, i would sing this to you :

Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight.

Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

Yes, you're lovely ... Never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it ?
'Cause I love you ... Just the way you look tonight.



Me be lovin u long time. =)

~DJ~

He Said She Said..

Isnt that like a song by Ashley Tisdale? lol who cares..

He said: Hey, i love you. Do remember that.
She said: I love you too. Never forget that.
He said: Never will..

I will hang on to your hand as long as you dont let go. So... Never let go okay..

Btw, i know this is irrelevant but i have to say that Whitney's new song - Million Dollar Bill is simply awesome. She is a living legend.

~DJ~

Manic Monday..

Im pretty sure you guys have heard this song before. It goes like this:

"it's just another manic monday,
i wish it were a sunday,
cause that's my funday,
my I don't have to runday,
it's just another manic monday..."

And indeed it was.. The same old crap in school.. One thing i cant stand is when teachers tunjuk muka in school. I mean, not all of them are like that. Just a few u know.. Its like they come in with muka 2 sen pun tak dapat jual. To give them the benefit of doubt, i suppose they're equally pressured. Oh well. Mrs Bean needs to smile more. hahahah..

Sejarah was just marking trial papers from Kelantan and Terengganu.. "Belombuan" LOL! Damn, i feel bad. but what to do?! I cant help it! It sounds so funny.. heheh. K k enuf. SPM dekat already. Hmm... what else.. i managed to finish my EST essay during moral cos we didnt do anything else. Recess was all mellow for some reason. So i stood outside class just lookin at the church, the sea and admiring people going to the toilet. hahaha.. that sounds so stupid. ANYWHO'S... yeah, Dyg kena marah from Cikgu CT afta BM for bringin her hp to kelas bimbingan i think. But Cikgu CT was not like im-gonna-kill-u serious la. English... We did SPM Model Test paper (2, that is). and then while sending back the papers to Ms Val:

Ms Val: thank you.................................
Me:................................... *grins* ur welcome, Ms Val.

Hahah.. Then came bio. i left my paper 3 at home!

Me: Uhm... Teacher? I... er... I... 4got to bring my paper.
Mr L.H.G: *rolls eyes* Share la owh!
Me: Er.. Yes, sir.

Surprisingly no lecture from him. haha... But he did get pissed sumwhere in the middle. I cant recall why as I was falling asleep. Physics was.. OMG. I dont know if its me, or the subject, or the teacher.. But everytime during Physics, time passes by oh so very SSSSLLLLLLLLOOOOOWWWWWW. Today was one of those whatever days so i couldnt care less what was goin on. Shaleen just kept sayin "..kek" and i was being all "...tek" hahaha...

Thats just another manic monday of mine. As mum says, "another day in 'paradise'..."

~DJ~

Mistaken perhaps?

Sigh.. i think i made a mistake.
But i think the only way we learn is through our mistakes so, no regrets; Only lessons.
Thats pretty much it for today. Rather depressing for some reason, this past 2 days. And i feel as if we're (Me and some1, not for you to know who) drifting apart..? Oh well. I hope not but its not in my hands.. Have a good weekend, ppl... God bless.

~Down and out - DJ~

~Just Friends~

Sometimes you hold my hand, sometimes you kiss my cheek, sometimes we gaze at each other for a second too long... In fact i'd look into your eyes for the whole day if i could. But we're just friends? Its not fair but its alright. I love you no matter what.

If you asked how much i love you....... i would do this for you:

I would say this to you:

And that i love you beacause you smile at me and mean it...

And that its better to have loved and lost than to have not loved at all...

And that i didnt choose to, i just fell...

And that to fall in love with you is awfully simple but to fall out of love with you is simply awful...

And that love is friendship, friendship is love. If love fails, our friendship should remain; For friendship is the foundation of love...

The sound of your kiss is not as loud as a cannon, but it's echo lasts a great deal longer..

To love you and win your heart is the best thing. To love and lose, is the next best. =)

My love for you... is born with the pleasure of looking at you, it is fed with the necessity of seeing you, and it is concluded with the impossibility of being seperated from you...

You dont need to know much about me. Just know that...........

My face is the mirror of the mind and my eyes, without speaking confess the secrets of my heart...

Well, it seems to me that the best relationships--the ones that last-- are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day i looked at you and i saw something more than i did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And you, the person who was just a friend is...suddenly the only person i can ever imagine myself with..

Just one chance, one shot.. thats all it takes. Take this step with me and i promise, you wont regret it...

I love you regardless of whatever happens from here on.

"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love"

-Stendhal

~DJ~

The 3 of Us... BNS

UNAGI!! hahaha... Shaleen's favourite word currently... i just say EEL!

My egg mayo...

Bryan's Salmon thgy... it looks damn fresh na?

Face 1...

Face 2...

Ah... finally... Face 3..

Me & Shaleen... this was supposed to be an outting to "release stress"along with her bday outting.


Go for it, babe. Now u know what you keep sayin tastes like. Hahah...

At the bowling alley.. I told them i suck at it but they insisted.


Shaleen, bowling...

Mr. I Can Beat Ur Ass At Bowling Anytime. =D


See! I told u! This was jz afta i "CHARGED" at it, according to Shaleen. I didnt CHARGE at it! They were laughing their asses off right about this time.

Anyways, i had a good time with them. Been a while since i last went out so this was fun. The 2 best friends of mine. =)

~DJ~

2nd week of trials..

Hmm... wonder why i felt like Bio was gonna be any different this time. it was just as bad (as the previous times)... Anyways.. So today is like 1st day of 2nd week of trials... Physics 2, Bio 2 and EST 1... Physics was so-so only la. was aite. Est also.. Bio hancus. haha... 2mrw onwards the timetable changed so we get to go home at 12.35pm.. Erm.. 2mrw got Modern Maths 1 and Physics 3.. What else? oh ya my right eye is SOOO swelled up i can barely open it half way. and it HURTS!!!!

I dunno why but it HURTSSSSSSSS! so yea mum n dad said i gotta make a trip to KL soon to see Dato' Shukri, my eye specialist. I've always had problems with my eyes. And he's the best doctor around so i trust him with my eyes, and i shall nvr trust another. :) Oh well. i gotta go close my eyes for a while n put a hot towel on it. Mum's orders until we get back to KL to fix it. Peace out, ppl.

~In Pain - DJ~