The 3 of Us... BNS

UNAGI!! hahaha... Shaleen's favourite word currently... i just say EEL!

My egg mayo...

Bryan's Salmon thgy... it looks damn fresh na?

Face 1...

Face 2...

Ah... finally... Face 3..

Me & Shaleen... this was supposed to be an outting to "release stress"along with her bday outting.


Go for it, babe. Now u know what you keep sayin tastes like. Hahah...

At the bowling alley.. I told them i suck at it but they insisted.


Shaleen, bowling...

Mr. I Can Beat Ur Ass At Bowling Anytime. =D


See! I told u! This was jz afta i "CHARGED" at it, according to Shaleen. I didnt CHARGE at it! They were laughing their asses off right about this time.

Anyways, i had a good time with them. Been a while since i last went out so this was fun. The 2 best friends of mine. =)

~DJ~

2nd week of trials..

Hmm... wonder why i felt like Bio was gonna be any different this time. it was just as bad (as the previous times)... Anyways.. So today is like 1st day of 2nd week of trials... Physics 2, Bio 2 and EST 1... Physics was so-so only la. was aite. Est also.. Bio hancus. haha... 2mrw onwards the timetable changed so we get to go home at 12.35pm.. Erm.. 2mrw got Modern Maths 1 and Physics 3.. What else? oh ya my right eye is SOOO swelled up i can barely open it half way. and it HURTS!!!!

I dunno why but it HURTSSSSSSSS! so yea mum n dad said i gotta make a trip to KL soon to see Dato' Shukri, my eye specialist. I've always had problems with my eyes. And he's the best doctor around so i trust him with my eyes, and i shall nvr trust another. :) Oh well. i gotta go close my eyes for a while n put a hot towel on it. Mum's orders until we get back to KL to fix it. Peace out, ppl.

~In Pain - DJ~

1st day of Trials...

Wow... I've nvr been this nervous for an exam.. and its not even the real thing. its just trials.. Hmm... Wonder how SPM will feel like. Guess i've to wait and see (then again, not much time left to sit around and wait)..

Now for the exam part, BM was... 50-50? i dunno. paper 1 was okay but the 1st essay was totally crap.. Langkah-langkah mengatasi masalah banjir... i was still half asleep that time but whatever i wrote was indirectly kutuk-ing the rakyat. Lol.. 2nd essay was ok cos i chose question no. 1. i think almost every1 did. Very the susah okay!! Paper 2 was not too bad, though. Hope n pray for the best... EST pulak... i think Mdm Rita is goin all out to make us regret takin the subject. haha.. Well, it wasnt terrible. Just tricky. Me no like tricky :/

As for you, i've come to the conclusion that either ur blind or purposely ignoring it. :) the fact is ur not blind but maybe figuratively, u are. Erm... i can jz think of this to say to you:

"No, its not enough, dont touch my hand and call it love."

Well thank God you dont read my blog. or at least i think u dont. *shrugs* K i gtg study now! 2mrw Sejarah 1 & 2 (die lo) and Chem 2 (la favourite...) Much love, peace!

~DJ~

Stress gila babi!!!

Argh!!! its about 11.30 now.. Trials are startin 2mrw.. And im excited abt school, believe me, i am. jz not the exam part... Anyways.. Wish me luck, ppl. Gonna need loads of it. Oh and 1 more thg i wanna add. Shaleen sent me a msg jz now.


S: i had a family dinner n had this big a** fish which reminded me of da school pond & us going "pish pish" one and a million times w our hands and what s***, lalala you get my point. i missed you (: love you, nite!

Me: Hehe... Jauh also you think. But anyways gud to hear from u. Its been a crap couple of days. I miss you too ): but i love u heaps, sweetheart..


Yup. thats me & my best fren. Let us now go to our slumber and anticipate the beginning of our 2nd trial exam.. Gud luck, every1!

~DJ~

Long time no update

Its been so long since i last blogged .. always the case.. haha.. now i dunno where to start. but anyways.. lets see.. i guess among the happenings in my life so far are... 1) thgs are back to normal with certain ppl.. which is a gud thg becos Form 5 is comin to an end n i dowanna leave with bad memories.. 2) im havin a super hard time with sum1 who was so very important in my life.. never thought we'd end up like this. but i remember what Neesh said to me once upon a time.. "Ppl change, conscious or not, like it or not, they jz do." and she was so right abt that.. i jz miss the way thgs were b4 n wish that it wud go back to normal though i noe its not gonna happen. im too hurt.. for now at least, i need to be away from u. 3) i took my camera to school sumwhere.. last mth? n we took sum really awesome photos.. my classmates are the best n i've really enjoyed the past yr + 9 mths with them. hopin to enjoy whats left of it =) 4) my bday turned out pretty alright.. it was on the 14th and we had like tea cum dinner at my house. lotsa frens showed up.. frens meanin my frens, dad's frens & mum's frens.. Those of mine who came were Ma, Daus, Sarah, Jojo, Joanne, Keela, Nazim, Azra, Bryan & Shaleen... it was good to hv them around.. 5) The youth rally with Fr. Stan was AWESOME!!! it really changed me as a person.. no more cursing, swearing, anythg bad. i am set free by my God who is mighty to save. 6) Trials are like coming monday.. spent the hols studyin but sumhow it feels like its not enuf. So im freaking out!!!!

Today was nothin much.. Sarah woke me up at like 7am today with a wake up call. i went back to sleep afta that, no surprise. then she called again n said she'll be at my place in half an hour. i was like "sure. k. see u." n... Zzzzzzzz........ 20 mins later i woke up n was like "darn.. i need to bathe." so i was bathing n Ivy came upstairs n said "SARAH'S HERE!!!!" haha. anyways. we studied afta that.. then at 12 we went to Azreena's house.. Raya open house mah... The food was like so good.. i miss Raya food u see... n seein that we're not in KL, that meant no raya food at Aunty Gie's place or her mum's place. which is tragic, really. Anyways.. thats abt it. i aint gonna blog in detail abt the past couple mths cos it'll take 4eva. but i WILL post sum pictures up next.

~Pray for those who are on the other side of the world,

the hungry, the sick, the prisoners, those who hate you, those of your enemies.

Pray for those who are not even born yet. The one who doesnt know of your existance.

Pray for them and pray for good.~

~DJ~

Permanent...

ohPermanant is actually 1 of the songs that David Cook sang. It has been related to the incident of his brother's passing. I really think its a beautiful song and so i jz had to up the lyrics here.. Losing someone to cancer has to be 1 of the most painful things to deal with. I would know because my late grandfather suffered the same think.. I pray for those out there who have to go through this, be it themselves or someone they love. God bless all of you.

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?

Forgive my broken promise that you’ll never see me cry

And everything, it will surely change

even if I tell you I won’t go away today

Will you think that you’re all alone

When no one’s there to hold your hand?

And all you know seems so far away

and everything is temporary, rest your head

I’m permanent..

I know he’s living in hell every single day

And so I ask oh God is there some way for me to take his place

And when they say just touch and go

I wish I could make it go away

But still you say

Will you think that you’re all alone

when no one’s there to hold your hand?

When all you know seems so far away

and everything is temporary, rest your head

I’m permanent... I’m permanent..

Is this moment where I look you in the eye?

Forgive my promise that you’ll never see me cry...

~In loving memory of Robert Jacob~

-DJ-

Starry starry night...

So yesterday after i came home from school, i had lunch and then went to sleep for a while..

then i woke up LATE for tuition. and i mean LATE.

Tuition starts at like 6pm and i woke up at 5.54... Mum yelled for me to get ready so

i hurried up. I went downstairs and got my things ready la. Tengok2 my dad

shock shock take his own sweet time. So i knocked on the door (its like 6.10 that time)

and i was like "hurry up!!!" and he's like "why, got tuition ah?" So then i went for tuition

at about 6.20... OKay maths was alright. I decided not to go for chem

cos my i had to study for today's exam. So papa picked me up at 7.30.

Sat in the car and suddenly the whole of PUJUT area blackout.

Hahahah how ironic. Got home and my family was havin a candle light dinner.

I didnt really feel like eating. Then I was playin guitar while waitin for the

damned electricity to get back on. Got fed up. Went online la. Was tellin Ms Val to 4give

me if i dont do well for English cos without the electricity its reallllly hard to

see n do revision.. Dah la aku buta.. Lagi in the dark what more to say..

She was like "yea right what an excuse...." haha just then the electricity came back on

and she perasan just when i talked to her, it came back. hahah okay maybe she

was the good luck charm yesterday. lol...

Hmm... today, we had both English papers & Physics paper 3..

Hancur la my Physics... Anyways, still got paper 2 left to save me... :P English

was quite alright.. Paper 2 was a bit difficult but im leavin it all in His hands.

After school, i went home with Shaleen and OMGGGGGG.. hahah well,

i cant really mention it here but all i can say is... "PANAS!!!!!" Holy cow, man...

hahahaha! She'll know what im talkin about =P Anyways................... movin on...

2mrw i can only hope for some divine intervention..lol Its Bio paper 1 & 3... Only God can help.

So thats it for now. I gtg studyy! Wish me luck ppl. Peace :)

-DJ-