Mistaken perhaps?

Sigh.. i think i made a mistake.
But i think the only way we learn is through our mistakes so, no regrets; Only lessons.
Thats pretty much it for today. Rather depressing for some reason, this past 2 days. And i feel as if we're (Me and some1, not for you to know who) drifting apart..? Oh well. I hope not but its not in my hands.. Have a good weekend, ppl... God bless.

~Down and out - DJ~

~Just Friends~

Sometimes you hold my hand, sometimes you kiss my cheek, sometimes we gaze at each other for a second too long... In fact i'd look into your eyes for the whole day if i could. But we're just friends? Its not fair but its alright. I love you no matter what.

If you asked how much i love you....... i would do this for you:

I would say this to you:

And that i love you beacause you smile at me and mean it...

And that its better to have loved and lost than to have not loved at all...

And that i didnt choose to, i just fell...

And that to fall in love with you is awfully simple but to fall out of love with you is simply awful...

And that love is friendship, friendship is love. If love fails, our friendship should remain; For friendship is the foundation of love...

The sound of your kiss is not as loud as a cannon, but it's echo lasts a great deal longer..

To love you and win your heart is the best thing. To love and lose, is the next best. =)

My love for you... is born with the pleasure of looking at you, it is fed with the necessity of seeing you, and it is concluded with the impossibility of being seperated from you...

You dont need to know much about me. Just know that...........

My face is the mirror of the mind and my eyes, without speaking confess the secrets of my heart...

Well, it seems to me that the best relationships--the ones that last-- are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day i looked at you and i saw something more than i did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And you, the person who was just a friend is...suddenly the only person i can ever imagine myself with..

Just one chance, one shot.. thats all it takes. Take this step with me and i promise, you wont regret it...

I love you regardless of whatever happens from here on.

"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love"

-Stendhal

~DJ~

The 3 of Us... BNS

UNAGI!! hahaha... Shaleen's favourite word currently... i just say EEL!

My egg mayo...

Bryan's Salmon thgy... it looks damn fresh na?

Face 1...

Face 2...

Ah... finally... Face 3..

Me & Shaleen... this was supposed to be an outting to "release stress"along with her bday outting.


Go for it, babe. Now u know what you keep sayin tastes like. Hahah...

At the bowling alley.. I told them i suck at it but they insisted.


Shaleen, bowling...

Mr. I Can Beat Ur Ass At Bowling Anytime. =D


See! I told u! This was jz afta i "CHARGED" at it, according to Shaleen. I didnt CHARGE at it! They were laughing their asses off right about this time.

Anyways, i had a good time with them. Been a while since i last went out so this was fun. The 2 best friends of mine. =)

~DJ~

2nd week of trials..

Hmm... wonder why i felt like Bio was gonna be any different this time. it was just as bad (as the previous times)... Anyways.. So today is like 1st day of 2nd week of trials... Physics 2, Bio 2 and EST 1... Physics was so-so only la. was aite. Est also.. Bio hancus. haha... 2mrw onwards the timetable changed so we get to go home at 12.35pm.. Erm.. 2mrw got Modern Maths 1 and Physics 3.. What else? oh ya my right eye is SOOO swelled up i can barely open it half way. and it HURTS!!!!

I dunno why but it HURTSSSSSSSS! so yea mum n dad said i gotta make a trip to KL soon to see Dato' Shukri, my eye specialist. I've always had problems with my eyes. And he's the best doctor around so i trust him with my eyes, and i shall nvr trust another. :) Oh well. i gotta go close my eyes for a while n put a hot towel on it. Mum's orders until we get back to KL to fix it. Peace out, ppl.

~In Pain - DJ~

1st day of Trials...

Wow... I've nvr been this nervous for an exam.. and its not even the real thing. its just trials.. Hmm... Wonder how SPM will feel like. Guess i've to wait and see (then again, not much time left to sit around and wait)..

Now for the exam part, BM was... 50-50? i dunno. paper 1 was okay but the 1st essay was totally crap.. Langkah-langkah mengatasi masalah banjir... i was still half asleep that time but whatever i wrote was indirectly kutuk-ing the rakyat. Lol.. 2nd essay was ok cos i chose question no. 1. i think almost every1 did. Very the susah okay!! Paper 2 was not too bad, though. Hope n pray for the best... EST pulak... i think Mdm Rita is goin all out to make us regret takin the subject. haha.. Well, it wasnt terrible. Just tricky. Me no like tricky :/

As for you, i've come to the conclusion that either ur blind or purposely ignoring it. :) the fact is ur not blind but maybe figuratively, u are. Erm... i can jz think of this to say to you:

"No, its not enough, dont touch my hand and call it love."

Well thank God you dont read my blog. or at least i think u dont. *shrugs* K i gtg study now! 2mrw Sejarah 1 & 2 (die lo) and Chem 2 (la favourite...) Much love, peace!

~DJ~

Stress gila babi!!!

Argh!!! its about 11.30 now.. Trials are startin 2mrw.. And im excited abt school, believe me, i am. jz not the exam part... Anyways.. Wish me luck, ppl. Gonna need loads of it. Oh and 1 more thg i wanna add. Shaleen sent me a msg jz now.


S: i had a family dinner n had this big a** fish which reminded me of da school pond & us going "pish pish" one and a million times w our hands and what s***, lalala you get my point. i missed you (: love you, nite!

Me: Hehe... Jauh also you think. But anyways gud to hear from u. Its been a crap couple of days. I miss you too ): but i love u heaps, sweetheart..


Yup. thats me & my best fren. Let us now go to our slumber and anticipate the beginning of our 2nd trial exam.. Gud luck, every1!

~DJ~

Long time no update

Its been so long since i last blogged .. always the case.. haha.. now i dunno where to start. but anyways.. lets see.. i guess among the happenings in my life so far are... 1) thgs are back to normal with certain ppl.. which is a gud thg becos Form 5 is comin to an end n i dowanna leave with bad memories.. 2) im havin a super hard time with sum1 who was so very important in my life.. never thought we'd end up like this. but i remember what Neesh said to me once upon a time.. "Ppl change, conscious or not, like it or not, they jz do." and she was so right abt that.. i jz miss the way thgs were b4 n wish that it wud go back to normal though i noe its not gonna happen. im too hurt.. for now at least, i need to be away from u. 3) i took my camera to school sumwhere.. last mth? n we took sum really awesome photos.. my classmates are the best n i've really enjoyed the past yr + 9 mths with them. hopin to enjoy whats left of it =) 4) my bday turned out pretty alright.. it was on the 14th and we had like tea cum dinner at my house. lotsa frens showed up.. frens meanin my frens, dad's frens & mum's frens.. Those of mine who came were Ma, Daus, Sarah, Jojo, Joanne, Keela, Nazim, Azra, Bryan & Shaleen... it was good to hv them around.. 5) The youth rally with Fr. Stan was AWESOME!!! it really changed me as a person.. no more cursing, swearing, anythg bad. i am set free by my God who is mighty to save. 6) Trials are like coming monday.. spent the hols studyin but sumhow it feels like its not enuf. So im freaking out!!!!

Today was nothin much.. Sarah woke me up at like 7am today with a wake up call. i went back to sleep afta that, no surprise. then she called again n said she'll be at my place in half an hour. i was like "sure. k. see u." n... Zzzzzzzz........ 20 mins later i woke up n was like "darn.. i need to bathe." so i was bathing n Ivy came upstairs n said "SARAH'S HERE!!!!" haha. anyways. we studied afta that.. then at 12 we went to Azreena's house.. Raya open house mah... The food was like so good.. i miss Raya food u see... n seein that we're not in KL, that meant no raya food at Aunty Gie's place or her mum's place. which is tragic, really. Anyways.. thats abt it. i aint gonna blog in detail abt the past couple mths cos it'll take 4eva. but i WILL post sum pictures up next.

~Pray for those who are on the other side of the world,

the hungry, the sick, the prisoners, those who hate you, those of your enemies.

Pray for those who are not even born yet. The one who doesnt know of your existance.

Pray for them and pray for good.~

~DJ~