Christmas spirit..

Its... 12.25am now? meaning its Saturday already... meaning that 2mrw is sunday and i'll be goin back to my home.. Happy or sad? I wish i could be just happy but im sad because i know time's gonna fly by. I probably shouldnt think about the negative side. Right? Yeah.. i should start being positive about it so I'll enjoy myself. Okay, Sooooooooooooooo.... Christmas is comin soon... I havent done much shopping.. So far only bought girfts for a few people. The rest, no time already la. So i guess we'll just have to buy them in KL. I guess i HAVE to wear a dress this year cause last year mum was really pissed at me (i didnt buy a dress, instead bought a victorian outfit which is pants and a thg on top.. blouse i guess?).. so yea, i don wanna be dead before i see my 16th christmas.. lol. Oh yea, went to da boat club earlier. There was sum christmas thg there and they had free drinks for an hour.. The club was totally filled with ppl wearing Santa hats and reindeer horns (dunno what da word for it is. forgot.).. There's another christmas party tonight at KRP... i can almost remember last yr's party. seems like just yesterday i was given Shaelina a teddy bear for christmas, there.. lol.. i miss Shaelina. Anyways, back to KL. Cant wait for our annual PD trip either.. It'll be good to be at the beach WITH the people you love.. But in all the excitement, I still keep in mind the people i dearly love very much that arent with me anymore.I wish they were still here. To see me do well in my PMR last yr and to see me turn 16 this yr. However, i know they're watching me from up above and i'll keep all the memories i have with them, with me forever and ever.

In the spirit of christmas, we recall not only the birth of our Lord and Saviour, but also we remember the ones that have gone before us and cherish the wonderful times we have with our families.. I have to say im truly blessed with a wonderful family and I thank God for it. I hope this christmas brings much joy and happiness to every1 as i know it will for me. Well, i guess thats it for now. The christmas season is the best season of the year and i hope every1 wont let it slip by with other distractions but instead spend and cherish it with the people you love most. God bless.

In loving memory of:

Peter Stanley Alphonso

Theresa Gabriel

Anthony Alphonso

&

Robert Jacob

~May their souls rest in peace~

-DJ-

Bitter, Sweet, & Stupid

Today i did a lot of thinking. Well, not A LOT... but it was moderately much okay? There was the bitter part, the sweet part, n just 1 stupid part (that was real, not part of the thinkin, it really happened.) So i cant wait to go back to KL for christmas. I cant wait to see my family. My cuzins, especially Kish, Zoe, & Francine. Cant wait to see Aunty Gie, Aunty Pauline, Vaish & Neesh... n of course every1 else la. But im tryin my best not to look forward to it so much. Cos i know it'll fly by just as fast as it comes. Depressing, really, how time passes by so fast, isn't it? But the good news is that its 8 days n 50 minutes more to go.. I know, so much for not lookin forward to it. So lets move on, shall we? I went to an orphanage earlier today. I was so overwhelmed by the kids there. They were all so wonderful eventhough they were all sufferin from down syndrom.. There was a girl who gave me a big hug. I got so emotional and almost cried. This 1 boy named Hazim, kissed my hand before i left. hahah... that was cute. It felt really good to be there. Honestly, i was so overwhelmed that i could hardly speak. That bein said, i had just as much fun. :)

Hmm... Shaleen leaves for New Zealand later today.. Fancy much. hahah. ngeh.. im really gonna miss her.. i think i've become so attached to and dependant on her..? i dunno.. But im just so used to havin her around to talk abt my crap or just to talk abt crap in general. lol... She'll be away for abt 3 weeks. And i'll be in KL for just abt the same period of time. Sucks to know the next time we see each other will be in school.. Once again, depressing thought. *shrugs* Its a depressing day, dont blame me!

Now for the stupid part. I was at the dentist today. I was talkin to Dr Sim while playin with da wire from my braces. This was so not intentional. I was talkin to him abt it and my hands were so itchy to touch the damn wire. Guess what happened? My finger punya skin got stuck there n when i pulled it out, blood came out. It was so embarrassing cos Dr Sim started laughing and handed me a tissue. Haha. So that was my stupid highlight of the day..

Well thats all for now. I dont wanna start typin again cos it'll go into depressing mode again.
In conclusion, i had fun at the orphanage, depression thinkin abt how fast time flys, embarrass-ment at the dentist and lastly, Shaleen, Im gonna miss you so much. ily :)

-DJ-

The "Twilight" zone..

The Cullens

Spider Monkey...



Edward and Bella


Hmm... OKay so I guess I over under estimated Twilight. It was not bad la. I mean, I liked the stunts and the action and stuff. Although, i must agree with those who say Edward has trouble expressing himself. He looked constipated for the most part. But then again, I also think he played the part well, in all fairness. What else.. Bella was.... i dunno what the right word is for her. Fake, at times. Any1 who doesn't freak if they knew a vampire is just plain mad. She could've freaked at least a little. U know what i mean? Edward's sister was just so pissy and PMS-ed like all the time... Issues.. The rest of them were alright, i supposed. I recognized the Jacob dude from Shark boy & Lava girl; and Edward's so-called mom from Grey's. Took me a while but finally struck me later... Anyways, thats that. All in all, good movie.

Peace out, for now.

-DJ-