Bitter, Sweet, & Stupid

Today i did a lot of thinking. Well, not A LOT... but it was moderately much okay? There was the bitter part, the sweet part, n just 1 stupid part (that was real, not part of the thinkin, it really happened.) So i cant wait to go back to KL for christmas. I cant wait to see my family. My cuzins, especially Kish, Zoe, & Francine. Cant wait to see Aunty Gie, Aunty Pauline, Vaish & Neesh... n of course every1 else la. But im tryin my best not to look forward to it so much. Cos i know it'll fly by just as fast as it comes. Depressing, really, how time passes by so fast, isn't it? But the good news is that its 8 days n 50 minutes more to go.. I know, so much for not lookin forward to it. So lets move on, shall we? I went to an orphanage earlier today. I was so overwhelmed by the kids there. They were all so wonderful eventhough they were all sufferin from down syndrom.. There was a girl who gave me a big hug. I got so emotional and almost cried. This 1 boy named Hazim, kissed my hand before i left. hahah... that was cute. It felt really good to be there. Honestly, i was so overwhelmed that i could hardly speak. That bein said, i had just as much fun. :)

Hmm... Shaleen leaves for New Zealand later today.. Fancy much. hahah. ngeh.. im really gonna miss her.. i think i've become so attached to and dependant on her..? i dunno.. But im just so used to havin her around to talk abt my crap or just to talk abt crap in general. lol... She'll be away for abt 3 weeks. And i'll be in KL for just abt the same period of time. Sucks to know the next time we see each other will be in school.. Once again, depressing thought. *shrugs* Its a depressing day, dont blame me!

Now for the stupid part. I was at the dentist today. I was talkin to Dr Sim while playin with da wire from my braces. This was so not intentional. I was talkin to him abt it and my hands were so itchy to touch the damn wire. Guess what happened? My finger punya skin got stuck there n when i pulled it out, blood came out. It was so embarrassing cos Dr Sim started laughing and handed me a tissue. Haha. So that was my stupid highlight of the day..

Well thats all for now. I dont wanna start typin again cos it'll go into depressing mode again.
In conclusion, i had fun at the orphanage, depression thinkin abt how fast time flys, embarrass-ment at the dentist and lastly, Shaleen, Im gonna miss you so much. ily :)

-DJ-