Permanent...

ohPermanant is actually 1 of the songs that David Cook sang. It has been related to the incident of his brother's passing. I really think its a beautiful song and so i jz had to up the lyrics here.. Losing someone to cancer has to be 1 of the most painful things to deal with. I would know because my late grandfather suffered the same think.. I pray for those out there who have to go through this, be it themselves or someone they love. God bless all of you.

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?

Forgive my broken promise that you’ll never see me cry

And everything, it will surely change

even if I tell you I won’t go away today

Will you think that you’re all alone

When no one’s there to hold your hand?

And all you know seems so far away

and everything is temporary, rest your head

I’m permanent..

I know he’s living in hell every single day

And so I ask oh God is there some way for me to take his place

And when they say just touch and go

I wish I could make it go away

But still you say

Will you think that you’re all alone

when no one’s there to hold your hand?

When all you know seems so far away

and everything is temporary, rest your head

I’m permanent... I’m permanent..

Is this moment where I look you in the eye?

Forgive my promise that you’ll never see me cry...

~In loving memory of Robert Jacob~

-DJ-

Starry starry night...

So yesterday after i came home from school, i had lunch and then went to sleep for a while..

then i woke up LATE for tuition. and i mean LATE.

Tuition starts at like 6pm and i woke up at 5.54... Mum yelled for me to get ready so

i hurried up. I went downstairs and got my things ready la. Tengok2 my dad

shock shock take his own sweet time. So i knocked on the door (its like 6.10 that time)

and i was like "hurry up!!!" and he's like "why, got tuition ah?" So then i went for tuition

at about 6.20... OKay maths was alright. I decided not to go for chem

cos my i had to study for today's exam. So papa picked me up at 7.30.

Sat in the car and suddenly the whole of PUJUT area blackout.

Hahahah how ironic. Got home and my family was havin a candle light dinner.

I didnt really feel like eating. Then I was playin guitar while waitin for the

damned electricity to get back on. Got fed up. Went online la. Was tellin Ms Val to 4give

me if i dont do well for English cos without the electricity its reallllly hard to

see n do revision.. Dah la aku buta.. Lagi in the dark what more to say..

She was like "yea right what an excuse...." haha just then the electricity came back on

and she perasan just when i talked to her, it came back. hahah okay maybe she

was the good luck charm yesterday. lol...

Hmm... today, we had both English papers & Physics paper 3..

Hancur la my Physics... Anyways, still got paper 2 left to save me... :P English

was quite alright.. Paper 2 was a bit difficult but im leavin it all in His hands.

After school, i went home with Shaleen and OMGGGGGG.. hahah well,

i cant really mention it here but all i can say is... "PANAS!!!!!" Holy cow, man...

hahahaha! She'll know what im talkin about =P Anyways................... movin on...

2mrw i can only hope for some divine intervention..lol Its Bio paper 1 & 3... Only God can help.

So thats it for now. I gtg studyy! Wish me luck ppl. Peace :)

-DJ-

I Miss Them/It..

Exam sucked so we aint gonna talk about it. Moving on......

I miss... my cousins.

I miss... my friends.

I miss... my dogs.

I miss...my aunties & uncles.

I miss... Mama Ruby (& her cooking, lol)

I miss... Gerry mama

I miss... KL mamak.

I miss... KL nasi lemak & ABC

I miss... KLCC (best place to cuci mata!!!! hahah)

I miss it all and i cant wait to go back for the holidays.
Sum pics of the above. lol.

I'll be back on th 27th, ya'll. Woohoooooo! Peace out.

-DJ-

Pictures ;)

Me & Ivy @ Desserts

Me & Gwen @ Jazz Fest last night

How d'ya like my "hat"? its not mine... haha

After she tortured me. Lol

We wrote our names in the sand, but they wrote their names in my heart.

Me & Jojo

Me & Shaleen

Our bfast @ PBC - pancakes

Garlic bread w cheese. Yummmm.

My work of art..Appetizers

Me & Sarah in the car...

Nic, Aunty Barathi & Me

Cikgu Mazura & Me @ Secret Recipe

Jz some random pictures from different parties, events, birthdays, etc... All of which hv one thg in common. They involve some very special ppl in my life. God bless them always.

Peace =)

-DJ-

Overdue Updates

Gosh, i didnt realize my last post was so long ago. Valentine's lagi.. haha. Damn, just shows how busy i've been. okay well, a lot has happened since then but i don't think i can talk about every single thg here. tak muat bah.. dat's why.. hahah. ER... let's see, our debate was last month.. It was good though we didnt make it to the end. But honestly, it was great fun. The juniors are so much fun to hang out with. And Sam, our 2nd speaker.. My god, she's only form 2 but she is SOO dedicated and committed. Its so amazing. I absolutely adore her. Our supporters and reserves were all great as well. They helped a lot, not to mention, cracked jokes here and there to ease the tention. Ms Val & Ms Vanessa were very motivating as well. 1 thg i can remember is that we were like really late on the 2nd day cos we got the times all mixed up. So what happened was that we (the speakers & reserves) jumped into Ms Val's car instead of going by bus and OMG... I got nothin but respect for Ms Val. Jesus, she's better than those Fast&Furious punya drivers. HAHAHAHA she can really speed up. And i mean, REALLY. Me, Sarah, Sam, Jacelyn & Sofie diam giler cos we all had our hearts in our mouths. But that was fun. Im gonna miss spending the afternoons with them.

Movin on... School is really getting stressful man... SPM is getting closer n closer... Sangat menakutkan.. b4 worryin abt that though, i hv to worry about 2mrw (1st term exam startin). Im so not prepared. Oh ya, Sarah was here jz now. We were studying. then her dad came so we were walkin down stairs and ****! she slipped! Christ! I quickly tried to catch her hand but i feel so bad. i hope she didnt hurt herself... I cudnt even think at that moment. all i cud say was "are you okay? are you hurt?" tapi dia relek je.

Anyway$.. what else.. Thgs between me n certain ppl havent been so... good. Sigh.. I dunno what to do. With the 1st person, i just really hv no clue. With the 2nd person, I cant stand the way she's behaving and doing things but i just cant tegur her. I feel like i might step on her toes and i dont want that to happen.. I hope she can figure it out for herself. Cos i cant stand the way ppl talk about her, anymore. Like as if she's sum kinda cheap whore yg boleh dijumpa kat tepi jalan. Sum ppl say that u can talk to ppl thru the mind. Like telepathy or sumthg like that. I hope she can just read my mind so that i dont hv to tell her.

Im really feelin the nerves of exam now. hahah.. i noe what u guys r thinkin. "cakap nervous tapi masih boleh blog... bodoh bangang punya orang.." Only way to release stress!! What to do? And i have to do well in Chem this time.. I promised myself i wont let Cikgu Mazura down.. I hope our trip back to KL this time durin hols will ease the stress n tension a bit.. We'll be there for about 16 days. And we're going to Langkawi for 4 days with mum's family. That ought to be fun. Lookin forward to seein all my cuzins.. Also hope to catch up with my school frens and also my other frens & relatives (eg. Vaneesha, Jennifer, etc...) Shaleen too since she might be in KL. We go jalan2 cari makan kay, babe? ;P I'll miss u too much n might get depressed if i dont get to see you thruout the hols. Dah la aku pergi 2 hari sebelum mula cuti... Thats 2 MORE days. okay okay gettin too emo now. Relek la kan.. hahah.

Okay la thats all for now. I gtg odi. Going to bathe and get ready. For what? It's mother's day la, remember? Bukan aku yg di-celebrate-kan yer, jgn harap la in the near future... haha gonna take mummy out for dinner and give her her present. Hope she likes it. Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there. God bless you all. Where, what, who, and how wud we be without them? We simply wudnt be at all, without them. Love you, mum. Muah!

P.s.: gonna upload sum pics in the next post. Not now. relek dulu la... Peace =)

-DJ-