Overdue Updates

Gosh, i didnt realize my last post was so long ago. Valentine's lagi.. haha. Damn, just shows how busy i've been. okay well, a lot has happened since then but i don't think i can talk about every single thg here. tak muat bah.. dat's why.. hahah. ER... let's see, our debate was last month.. It was good though we didnt make it to the end. But honestly, it was great fun. The juniors are so much fun to hang out with. And Sam, our 2nd speaker.. My god, she's only form 2 but she is SOO dedicated and committed. Its so amazing. I absolutely adore her. Our supporters and reserves were all great as well. They helped a lot, not to mention, cracked jokes here and there to ease the tention. Ms Val & Ms Vanessa were very motivating as well. 1 thg i can remember is that we were like really late on the 2nd day cos we got the times all mixed up. So what happened was that we (the speakers & reserves) jumped into Ms Val's car instead of going by bus and OMG... I got nothin but respect for Ms Val. Jesus, she's better than those Fast&Furious punya drivers. HAHAHAHA she can really speed up. And i mean, REALLY. Me, Sarah, Sam, Jacelyn & Sofie diam giler cos we all had our hearts in our mouths. But that was fun. Im gonna miss spending the afternoons with them.

Movin on... School is really getting stressful man... SPM is getting closer n closer... Sangat menakutkan.. b4 worryin abt that though, i hv to worry about 2mrw (1st term exam startin). Im so not prepared. Oh ya, Sarah was here jz now. We were studying. then her dad came so we were walkin down stairs and ****! she slipped! Christ! I quickly tried to catch her hand but i feel so bad. i hope she didnt hurt herself... I cudnt even think at that moment. all i cud say was "are you okay? are you hurt?" tapi dia relek je.

Anyway$.. what else.. Thgs between me n certain ppl havent been so... good. Sigh.. I dunno what to do. With the 1st person, i just really hv no clue. With the 2nd person, I cant stand the way she's behaving and doing things but i just cant tegur her. I feel like i might step on her toes and i dont want that to happen.. I hope she can figure it out for herself. Cos i cant stand the way ppl talk about her, anymore. Like as if she's sum kinda cheap whore yg boleh dijumpa kat tepi jalan. Sum ppl say that u can talk to ppl thru the mind. Like telepathy or sumthg like that. I hope she can just read my mind so that i dont hv to tell her.

Im really feelin the nerves of exam now. hahah.. i noe what u guys r thinkin. "cakap nervous tapi masih boleh blog... bodoh bangang punya orang.." Only way to release stress!! What to do? And i have to do well in Chem this time.. I promised myself i wont let Cikgu Mazura down.. I hope our trip back to KL this time durin hols will ease the stress n tension a bit.. We'll be there for about 16 days. And we're going to Langkawi for 4 days with mum's family. That ought to be fun. Lookin forward to seein all my cuzins.. Also hope to catch up with my school frens and also my other frens & relatives (eg. Vaneesha, Jennifer, etc...) Shaleen too since she might be in KL. We go jalan2 cari makan kay, babe? ;P I'll miss u too much n might get depressed if i dont get to see you thruout the hols. Dah la aku pergi 2 hari sebelum mula cuti... Thats 2 MORE days. okay okay gettin too emo now. Relek la kan.. hahah.

Okay la thats all for now. I gtg odi. Going to bathe and get ready. For what? It's mother's day la, remember? Bukan aku yg di-celebrate-kan yer, jgn harap la in the near future... haha gonna take mummy out for dinner and give her her present. Hope she likes it. Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there. God bless you all. Where, what, who, and how wud we be without them? We simply wudnt be at all, without them. Love you, mum. Muah!

P.s.: gonna upload sum pics in the next post. Not now. relek dulu la... Peace =)

-DJ-